Sunday, December 11, 2005
HeY!
YoZ! Sashiburidane?
tmr.. gonna be back at aj =.= not tt i looked forward to c the gloomy dark dank building.. but looking on the bright side, its GUITAR CAMP! not reli a guitar camp of sorts... cuz we aint gonna touch any guitars..hahaha so its games and stuff.. fun's the onli thing... not sure if i gonna haf fun tho... hahahaa.... last time i had a camp i was sick for 3 weeks... uhuh... forboding feeling i haf now...
many pple claim they know me... "stupid wishy washy good for nothing with rat muck for brains" "shit comes out of his mouth for words" and stuff like that.. maybe thats true... but maybe .. juz maybe im not tt bad.. i hope i aint.. cuz i get tt feeling every time pple c me they go like "here he comes again" ha. now im getting this self depreciation bout again... for all i know this might be the truth... not tt im craving for a BGR... but i dun tink i haf any affinity for such stuff... like scare the girl away when she sees me for the 1st time..
life's not tt bad for me in other ways though.. to think i scrapped through most of my tests this year... i didnt die from a seemingly fatal headache... and hey! i got myself appointed as ensemble coordinator.. (wtf is my job anyway.. still dunno) and i feel good when i play music.. on guitar on piano or ~singing(?!) haha.. yeah.. i wud say i like music... tho im not exactly proficient at it..
ah. theres reading storybooks as well... call me a skeptic (or isit cynic.. pardon my bad english) if u must.. but i really like to imagine that the worlds in fantasy storybooks do exist.. like those of harry potter, sabriel, dragonlance naruto blah blah.. (naruto is comic sry) haah.. maybe sometime i should attempt writing a book.. hmmm...
either way this life is the only one ive got... probably wont get a magical one ^^ i still look forward for one though... as people say high hopes give rise to unexpected returns...
to everyone who finds me writing crap in my entries.. bear with me... sometimes i make sense.. sometimes i might not.. there might even be hidden meanings in my sentences (which i probably dont know myself).. alrite... i think its time to end this..
SAYONARA!
MeOweD`
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