Monday, December 19, 2005
AhHhHhH
bored shitless..
ps: kong is lame but nice =)
MeOweD`
+ 8:06 PM
Sunday, December 11, 2005
HeY!
YoZ! Sashiburidane?
tmr.. gonna be back at aj =.= not tt i looked forward to c the gloomy dark dank building.. but looking on the bright side, its GUITAR CAMP! not reli a guitar camp of sorts... cuz we aint gonna touch any guitars..hahaha so its games and stuff.. fun's the onli thing... not sure if i gonna haf fun tho... hahahaa.... last time i had a camp i was sick for 3 weeks... uhuh... forboding feeling i haf now...
many pple claim they know me... "stupid wishy washy good for nothing with rat muck for brains" "shit comes out of his mouth for words" and stuff like that.. maybe thats true... but maybe .. juz maybe im not tt bad.. i hope i aint.. cuz i get tt feeling every time pple c me they go like "here he comes again" ha. now im getting this self depreciation bout again... for all i know this might be the truth... not tt im craving for a BGR... but i dun tink i haf any affinity for such stuff... like scare the girl away when she sees me for the 1st time..
life's not tt bad for me in other ways though.. to think i scrapped through most of my tests this year... i didnt die from a seemingly fatal headache... and hey! i got myself appointed as ensemble coordinator.. (wtf is my job anyway.. still dunno) and i feel good when i play music.. on guitar on piano or ~singing(?!) haha.. yeah.. i wud say i like music... tho im not exactly proficient at it..
ah. theres reading storybooks as well... call me a skeptic (or isit cynic.. pardon my bad english) if u must.. but i really like to imagine that the worlds in fantasy storybooks do exist.. like those of harry potter, sabriel, dragonlance naruto blah blah.. (naruto is comic sry) haah.. maybe sometime i should attempt writing a book.. hmmm...
either way this life is the only one ive got... probably wont get a magical one ^^ i still look forward for one though... as people say high hopes give rise to unexpected returns...
to everyone who finds me writing crap in my entries.. bear with me... sometimes i make sense.. sometimes i might not.. there might even be hidden meanings in my sentences (which i probably dont know myself).. alrite... i think its time to end this..
SAYONARA!
MeOweD`
+ 6:12 PM
Friday, December 09, 2005
sleepless nitez...
something is very wrong wif me... i sleep a whole bloody lot in the day and cant sleep at all at night....
lately ive been thinking alot more about my purpose.. and our purpose, like, average teenagers.. yeah.. so most of us want to become famous, and earn lots of money... yeah.. but the chances of that happening? i think maybe less than 5%.. so we should just live normally and pray hard tt we get talent spotted or wadeva? maybe we should... but why not make our chances higher? purpose in life huh... this little issue has befuddled the greatest minds in history... so im not gonna kill myself over it... hahaa...
alrite so much about becoming famous.. lets just have some fun... and while it lasts we might get spotted by BMG records or something.. ugh.. well.. me and 2 frenz of mine are in this nearly formed "rock band" thing.. we're not exactly up to scratch.. but we play some stuff for fun yeah.. ive recently thought up a name for the band : there and back, simple yet sounds cool.. to me anyway.. we're kinda in need of a vocalist.. so if anyone's interested... leave a msg =)
anyway.. i thought about dreams too.. when one dreams of something his mind perceives as insignificant.. he puts it at the back of his mind.. then tt scenario he dreamt of happens in exactly the same way.. so.. is this how prophets predict their future? or maybe its just a sham our brains try to create? o. now im going into psychology... next : metaphysics =)
no way... but the world is an intriguing place isnt it? it gives us pleasure, and it gives us pain.. on the last note, lets all hope to get famous soon!
NiTe!
MeOweD`
+ 2:02 AM
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Well..
Yes.. and no... i thought i was gonna die.. in the real "DEATH" sense.. but i didnt.. too bad for some pple... haha.. woke up today at 1.30pm and had a throbbing headache (at the spot between the eyebrows) tt threatened to kill me.. and i was coughing like mad... so i went to c the doctor (again) and this time it was a chinese doctor not an indian one (thank goodness).. he gave me some stronger medicine for cought n some panadol.. it worked alrite.. my headache became abit better and i slept till like 7+.. dinner was good.. but i had no apetite.. so ate a little and went to play wc3.. 1 game and im like nearly dead of exhaustion... so i said to myself no more games for the day.. and starting writing this..
anyway if im reli supposed to die.. my dying wish is to speak with emma watson.. haha.. a sky high wish anways.. but cant think about anything much to cheer me up...
and i ve figured out something.. last time i had a big long illness was after the Alpha bravo camp (some AJ shit leadership camp).. ok.. this time its after chalet... so i thought these camps and chalets really prove catastrophic for me... next week.. guitar camp.. so im scheduled to meet dr. death again? ill leave tt to fate uh..
MeOweD`
+ 10:25 PM
Monday, December 05, 2005
B.I.A.
Finally back in action huh... lol.. back by popular demand =.="
its juz obvious.. 4/4 rox my sox.. i know im naggy but muz still say.. i had more fun in the 4/4 clas chalet 2005 den the whole year combined... here i'll give a list of wad happened during the chalet..
1.everybody's arrival
2.catching up on wateva's
3.complaining about jc life
4.complaining about life in general
5.INDIAN POKER!
6.racist jokes
7.BBQ!~
8.Gambling
9.bridge -.- and other card games
10.arrival of sid (MIB=man is black)
11.arrival of rhesa(taaartle creeesis)
12.chilling around listening to music
13.MAHJONG!
ps. 2 straight days of bbq can kill
anyway such a long long list of neverending fun.. (it ended tho) haha.. if i missed out anyting guys can juz add on at the bulletin.. anyways.. dunno due to too much fun or the bbq or wadeva.. i got sick a few days later... high fever, sore throat, cough anyting short of H5N1.. well.. im still recovering slowly.. so i guess i will give work at the popular sch bkstore a miss... yes... enuf work experience... including quarreling wif a lame customer and carrying some heavy shit bla bla ....
getting to my CCA matters.. it might sound boring but after all its MY cca... hahaa.. guys listen up.. next yr AJC guitar club gonna go PENANG to perform! hahaha.. im not bragging about anyting but it will probably be the first time im performing overseas... oh and b4 tt pls check out our very own concert at aj auditorium hahaha... while tix last! anyway i will probably be playing in one of the solo items (if i dun fall ill and die or break my fingers) haha.. so come come watch us! oh.. can have a good laugh at sid too =)
one more piece of good news! my baby sister can clap her hands when we tell her! hahahaha... shez turning ONE on the 30th march next yr... so pls drop by if theres a party or anyting hahaha...
ps. i noe im not like a good bro but.. well.. ill try haha...
moving to my latest exploit.. i juz watched harry potter : the goblet of fire! im like ooos and ahhhs over the new movie.... its soooooooooooooo goooooooooooooood!!!! ok as for the actors their acting reli gets better.. daniel radcliffe's kinda screwed up the graveyard scene tho... anyway... (female readers bear wif me) emma watson's reli getting prettier by the year... hahhaha.... i tink i got a crush on her >.< hmmm.. but mad eye moody sort of doesnt fit ... he looks comical... yea.. cho chang also looks great... she juz might be the kind tt i reli might go for... (oops) haha enuf of this.. its like 1:05 and im dying.... dying.... dead...
GOOOOOOD NITE!
OYASUMI!~
MeOweD`
+ 12:47 AM