Monday, March 21, 2005
Muahahaha.
i tink i became a sadistic freak when i was in sec 3... n i tink i still am one.. lolx...
im gonna sleep while pple from 1105 slog it out early in e mawning n go sch for assembly.. im gonna watch tv while they have their double period gp wif pk... im gonna have my lovey dovey maggie mee while they queue up for the 18 plates of hor fun n chicken chop... MUAHAHAHHA..
im evil aint i?
so i deserve to get punishment lo?
i dowan go sch tmr not reli to smirk n luff at other pple... reli.. cuz im like "later go sch n u dun c ur name on the board.. oh how great.. u aint staying in aj n ur in the school.." y not simply be at home where tissue paper is very handy.. lolx...
n im sure pple wun miss me if im gone.. its gonna be much more peaceful.... n more conducive for studying.. im rite? i doubt anyone will miss me la... HA..
i dun reli feel welcome in aj anymore.. everyone's like giving me that "duh" look... as if im a freak or wad.. lolx.
mabie im juz more suited to ny... where theres less stress.. more play.. n where alot of my sec sch frenz reside... well.. by that i mean 4404.. heex.. i tot my life in aj wud be good.. at least for the first few weeks of my stay here... from then on it juz started going downhill... humph.. not to mention i juz haf no affinity wif women.. yar? maybe im too feminine =.= (think physics? like poles repel) LOL..
or maybe im juz paranoid.. but from past experiences i can safely say i will nv haf a successful relationship..
maybe i shud go be a priest or something.... lol.. priests earn alot of money one kae...
uh... how come i tok tok until priest.. lolx.. my bad.. keep deviating from main topic..
ok.. back to the point about a antisocial Chen Xipeng.. i feel like i reli reli reli have a better affinity with animals... yes.. Xipeng doesnt reli click wif Humans.. in fact i do seem to have better relations with dogs n cats den with humans... even rats... (at least they dont give me the "im freakish" look) ha.. now now... maybe i can be reli good frenz with jiesin.. u noe.. love working wif animals n all... yar.. waggie TOO! haha.. i tink im not fit to work with humans n after all.. i cant seem to stop pissing pple off n everyone seems to be pissing me off..
lolx... i c a stray cat on the street n theres this voice saying "bring it home" =x there goes anti-social animal-lover Xipeng again.. HA... hey its true.. i felt this looming sadness when i went to SPCA... and there was this dog which was abandoned by a idiotic Chinese woman(read : CHINESE from china) grrr... she pays a sum of money to abandon it... cuz she lives in a hdb flat n pple were complaining abt the dog which was abit on the BIG side... lol... hey.. its cute la... im not sure wad breed it was.. but its maybe 70cm long n light brown in color (darker shade of beige maybe) i juz felt so much like bringing it home... n its so SO ke lian la.... haiz... budden... i live in a hdb flat as well.. so aiya.. =x maybe i shud earn more money n buy a big big estate to adopt dogs.. HAHHA... anywae back to this dog... it kinda attracts me... or so i tink.. n its so frenly lo... haiz... when it was time to leave i felt this pang of sadness... suddenly hoped my parents were some kind of billionaires... den i can adopt every single animal in SPCA.. hmm...
i guess pple like me will nv make it... at most go australia go work with CROCODILE HUNTER... lolx...
dogs dogs cats cats.. they have souls dammit.. n they do feel for u when ur sad.. they do feel when u do not appreciate their presence.. YA! SAVE THE ANIMALS! now i sound like an environmentalist... or more like a environ MENTAL patient.. lol... the bottomline is I AM NOT A VERY SOCIABLE PERSON.. STAY AWAY FROM ME.. UNLESS U HAVE A PET U WAN ME TO ADOPT.. OR UNLESS U ARE PPLE LIKE JS WHO ARE ALSO TOTALLY MAD IN A NICE WAY.. yes.. thats the bottomline.. or topline.. wadeva..
i will go to sleep now.. thinking of how to save animals.. well.. its not bad an ambition rite? bye now... OYASUMI!
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